I am now covered by Cindy's insurance, Cigna. I can now continue my chemo treatments scheduled on May 1st. I'd like to send out my thanks to Jason Smith at PHB HR for his help in getting the certificates of insurability from ManageMed.
I am also headed back to work at PHB on May 20th. Thank you, Bob, for your confidence in me. I have been looking forward to this for a long, long time. I praise God for the healing that He has caused in me. The Doctors treat me, but it is God who heals me.
Recently, I took the opportunity of reading my own posts. I took note of the times that, due to the pain medications I take, so many words were misspelled. It also shook my memories of those times; the pain, the frequent trips to the Emergency Room and subsequent admissions, the fear that I might not live but a few more days, weeks or months. I now look back in grateful thanks to God for giving me the chance to continue my life. I also look forward to the day yet ahead that I will be taken to live in eternal glory with my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. Not because I deserve it, but because God loves me, and has sent His Son to be the perfect sacrifice for sin, even mine, which are the worst. If God has done that, what else can He do? Thank God that he has healed me.
I will continue to have chemo treatments for many more months, but I am certain that the grace of God and my continued improvement will help me through the rough spots. Chemo is tough. Nausea, pain, weakness, increased emotions and fatigue all play a part of these treatments. For what is gained I feel it is all worth it.
I know I don't have to ask, and I know that I will continue to be prayed for. Please also remember to pray for Wayne Whitten, my neighbor and fellow cancer fighter, for Tonja, Cindy's work freind who is taking chemo prior to her surgery, and for all who battle cancer in its varied forms. I also pray for Cindy, who has been tireless and strong throughout these times. I pray that she remains strong and that the Holy Spirit grants her an extra measure of hope that all is done for the benefit of those who love God.
That's all I have for now. I am so happy that I will be returning back to work and that my chemo treatments will continue with the benefit of insurnace coverage. I will continue to post the new chapters of my life here as they emerge.
Your brother in Christ,
Mack
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Saturday, April 21, 2007
Great news!
I got the good news from my scans yesterday. My cancer has not spread to any other organs, and is smaller now than before. In fact, the MRI had "great difficulty in determining any mass or lesion." The visual acuity of the MRI is about 3 millimeters. Therefore my cancer is that small or smaller. The scan went on to say that all is not normal, but now knowing that it has not spread and has responded well to the chemo treatments is fantastic news! I was told that I could return to work in Mid-May. I called Bob Cook, my director and let him know. Now we'll wait and see. I trust that God will provide for me the best answer for a way for me to provide for my family. Dr. McElveen felt that the extra time out would be helpful to me as I continue to build my endurance up.
We are now up in Ohio at Shorty and Alan's house. Thanks for the use of the PC, Alan! We had a great trip up. Both kids travel very well! We got in after midnight, but Lydia was so wound up that she had a hard time getting to sleep. So did I, but for different reasons. We'll head back to town on Monday. I was scheduled for a chemo visit on Tuesday, but due to the changing of my insurance, I decided to reschedule that set of three visits to begin on May 1st. I am hoping that the extra week will allow for the paperwork to be processed at Cigna and my trip will be covered.
Once I have more news about work and/or insurance I'll make another post to this blog. I want to thank everyone for all of your prayers lifted up in my name. I also thank God for giving us a foretaste of heaven by graciously answering our prayers with a loud, "Yes!". I am so joyful of this good news and feel charged (both energized and brought to a level of responsibility) to go head strong forward with the rest of my life. God has opened His hand of grace and permitted me to continue to live. Now I must live it to the fullness that I am able. There are great things I can accomplish, both career wise and personal wise. Leading my children in the paths of righteousness is one of those, and by far the greatest. I thank God that He has agreed to let me do just that.
Thank you all again, and again!
Your brother in Christ,
Mack
We are now up in Ohio at Shorty and Alan's house. Thanks for the use of the PC, Alan! We had a great trip up. Both kids travel very well! We got in after midnight, but Lydia was so wound up that she had a hard time getting to sleep. So did I, but for different reasons. We'll head back to town on Monday. I was scheduled for a chemo visit on Tuesday, but due to the changing of my insurance, I decided to reschedule that set of three visits to begin on May 1st. I am hoping that the extra week will allow for the paperwork to be processed at Cigna and my trip will be covered.
Once I have more news about work and/or insurance I'll make another post to this blog. I want to thank everyone for all of your prayers lifted up in my name. I also thank God for giving us a foretaste of heaven by graciously answering our prayers with a loud, "Yes!". I am so joyful of this good news and feel charged (both energized and brought to a level of responsibility) to go head strong forward with the rest of my life. God has opened His hand of grace and permitted me to continue to live. Now I must live it to the fullness that I am able. There are great things I can accomplish, both career wise and personal wise. Leading my children in the paths of righteousness is one of those, and by far the greatest. I thank God that He has agreed to let me do just that.
Thank you all again, and again!
Your brother in Christ,
Mack
Friday, April 13, 2007
Separation - Continued
Today I spoke with Jason Smith in HR at Palmetto Health Baptist. He gave me a lot of good information and all is not as bad as I thought it could be. My health insurance expires on April 21st, so my scans that will be done on Monday the 16th and my next Doctor's visit on the 20th will all be covered. The question is, my next chemo visit is scheduled for the 24th of April; will I have coverage from Cindy's insurance for that visit? At $3,600/visit we would soon run through our savings. I pray that the transition will go smoothly.
We get to keep our account with the Credit Union at work. I am SO happy about that. Those folks do an excellent job and all of our finacial stuff is wrapped up with them. If we would have had to get new accounts and move our loans we'd be in very bad shape.
My disability payments are to transition to full disability now that I am six months out. I am also eligible for Social Security payments and Medicare coverage if I draw Social Security. I will decide whether to act on this after meeting with Dr. McElveen on the 20th. Since the information I will have from that visit will impact so many things I just have to wait and see. Likewise, I have money in my retirement account that I might get to use, but only if the word from the Doctor is that my cancer is still not cured and I will require months more treatment, or that my cancer has not responded to treatment and that I have only several months left to live would I then get those funds.
So many unsure things spinning around, but I find my rock and my anchor in the Lord. I am calm and certain that all of this will sort itself out. There is still a fairly good chance that I could return to work in a few weeks. All of this I leave to God to determine and I trust in Him.
I will let you all know more after my Doctor's visit on the 20th. We are headed up to visit with Alan and Shorty on the 20th as soon as we get out of the Doctor's office, so the post will be made from their house on the 21st. Keep me in your prayers and trust that God will give the answer that is best.
Your brother in Christ,
Mack
We get to keep our account with the Credit Union at work. I am SO happy about that. Those folks do an excellent job and all of our finacial stuff is wrapped up with them. If we would have had to get new accounts and move our loans we'd be in very bad shape.
My disability payments are to transition to full disability now that I am six months out. I am also eligible for Social Security payments and Medicare coverage if I draw Social Security. I will decide whether to act on this after meeting with Dr. McElveen on the 20th. Since the information I will have from that visit will impact so many things I just have to wait and see. Likewise, I have money in my retirement account that I might get to use, but only if the word from the Doctor is that my cancer is still not cured and I will require months more treatment, or that my cancer has not responded to treatment and that I have only several months left to live would I then get those funds.
So many unsure things spinning around, but I find my rock and my anchor in the Lord. I am calm and certain that all of this will sort itself out. There is still a fairly good chance that I could return to work in a few weeks. All of this I leave to God to determine and I trust in Him.
I will let you all know more after my Doctor's visit on the 20th. We are headed up to visit with Alan and Shorty on the 20th as soon as we get out of the Doctor's office, so the post will be made from their house on the 21st. Keep me in your prayers and trust that God will give the answer that is best.
Your brother in Christ,
Mack
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Separation
I was contacted today and told that I am now separated from Palmetto Health Baptist. In other words, I am no longer employed by PHB. This will have an impact on my insurance coverage. Cindy got word that I will be able to continue my coverage under her employer. We are not sure how that transition will occur or whether there will be any lapses in coverage. My chemo infussions cost about $3,600/visit. I am scheduled for my next chemo visit on April 24th. I will know more about my insurance coverage from PHB tomorrow. Likewise, I will learn more about my disability benefits and how I might be able to transition to Social Security benefits. I might even be able to qualify for Medicare coverage. I don't know this for sure, but it sort of makes sense to me, but we are talking about the Federal Government, too.
I was told that I would be re-hired when I was able to return to work. I hope that this will not be a long time. As my overall condition continues to improve I find myself being bored staying here at home. There is just so much History Channel a man can watch before going a little bonkers. The weather is getting better and I try to get outside during the day and putter around the house. I think this is good for my job rehabilitation as I find what my limitations are by doing labor around the house. From what I have been able to gather so far I think I can put in about a 6 hour/day at minimal physical output. Physical overload causes me abdominal pain. I still rely on the Dilaudid and as such my my mental faculties suffer from the use of this narcotic. I hope that the use of the Dilaudid will decrease as my condition continues to improve. Time will be the judge of this.
Well, I leave all of this at the throne of the Almighty. He has kept me safe and alive through this entire ordeal and I have no doubt that the best answers to all of my concerns will be fulfilled by His gracious hand. I am fully confident of this.
I will update this post tomorrow when I know more.
Your brother in Christ,
Mack
I was told that I would be re-hired when I was able to return to work. I hope that this will not be a long time. As my overall condition continues to improve I find myself being bored staying here at home. There is just so much History Channel a man can watch before going a little bonkers. The weather is getting better and I try to get outside during the day and putter around the house. I think this is good for my job rehabilitation as I find what my limitations are by doing labor around the house. From what I have been able to gather so far I think I can put in about a 6 hour/day at minimal physical output. Physical overload causes me abdominal pain. I still rely on the Dilaudid and as such my my mental faculties suffer from the use of this narcotic. I hope that the use of the Dilaudid will decrease as my condition continues to improve. Time will be the judge of this.
Well, I leave all of this at the throne of the Almighty. He has kept me safe and alive through this entire ordeal and I have no doubt that the best answers to all of my concerns will be fulfilled by His gracious hand. I am fully confident of this.
I will update this post tomorrow when I know more.
Your brother in Christ,
Mack
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Finally, a new post
I must apologize for not having more posts for you all to read. Besides Austin's Birthday there hasn't been a whole lot to write about. It is neat to see him walking now.
I just had my last of three chemo treatments and will go for a CT scan of the chest and a MRI of the abdomen on April 16th. Then I have a Doctor's office visit on Friday the 20th to go over the results and see what will be next. If it is possible, I might be released back to work. This will depend on the chemo schedule as it continues to debilitate me for a couple of days afterwards. I am continuing to improve, but still have periods of pain, nausea and weakness that concern me that I would be very limited in what I could do. Currently, it takes me a couple of hours each morning to get up to speed. In the past, I prided myself that I could wake up at 5:30 in the morning and be at work at 6:30; fully awake and ready to go. I am sure that over time I will be able to improve my morning readiness, but even that has me worried now. I surely want and need my job. I feel I still have much to offer and miss everyone there at Palmetto Health Baptist. There is also a time constraint. HR has let me know that my six months expires on April 12th. This means that my job will no longer be guaranteed to me. I have been assured that there are no plans of filling my job, and have every trust that God will provide for me and my family, just as He has done since my conception and birth. I am not sure when I will be able to return but feel with certainty that I will.
Keep me in your prayers that I contiune to improve and that I am able to return to work soon.
Your brother in Christ,
Mack
I just had my last of three chemo treatments and will go for a CT scan of the chest and a MRI of the abdomen on April 16th. Then I have a Doctor's office visit on Friday the 20th to go over the results and see what will be next. If it is possible, I might be released back to work. This will depend on the chemo schedule as it continues to debilitate me for a couple of days afterwards. I am continuing to improve, but still have periods of pain, nausea and weakness that concern me that I would be very limited in what I could do. Currently, it takes me a couple of hours each morning to get up to speed. In the past, I prided myself that I could wake up at 5:30 in the morning and be at work at 6:30; fully awake and ready to go. I am sure that over time I will be able to improve my morning readiness, but even that has me worried now. I surely want and need my job. I feel I still have much to offer and miss everyone there at Palmetto Health Baptist. There is also a time constraint. HR has let me know that my six months expires on April 12th. This means that my job will no longer be guaranteed to me. I have been assured that there are no plans of filling my job, and have every trust that God will provide for me and my family, just as He has done since my conception and birth. I am not sure when I will be able to return but feel with certainty that I will.
Keep me in your prayers that I contiune to improve and that I am able to return to work soon.
Your brother in Christ,
Mack
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